I really dont envy anyone who is doing advanced math especially if its an exam.
Well this actually brings back memories
I nearly flunked algebra , and algebra 2 in highschool (along with almost every other subject lol).The funny thingh is i managed to BS trough algebra 2 pretty well in 11th grade by making it look like i did work and actually tried (well i kinda had to put some effort into algebra 2 since i am so bad at it, i had to try to get at least a passing grade so i wont have to stay back.) All my other classmates barley did any work and didnt even try to look like they did anything (some of them stayed back or dropped out)Ironically because of my pseudoeffort and good BS i ended up being the best in the class and my teacher signed me up for Trigonometry for the next year. I freaked out and begged her to sign me up for something easier, but she said that i did pretty well in her class this year so i should be fine (looks like i overdid it with the BS lol)
Next year, my trig class turned out to be complete hell. The teacher resembled Hitler a bit (he even had the small Hitler mustache) but unlike Hitler, this guy could bore you to death just by his voice and he couldnt teach at all, whenever i asked him to explain how to do something, he would just write something on the board, point at it and was like .. "That!... thats how you do it". I had a problem sleeping in classes because i was bored but this class was the worst. i slept at his class all the time because i couldnt understand a single thing he was talking about. Eventually i switched out of trig, and traded it for some math class for retards called "financial math" at least i passed that. if i stayed in trig i would definatley not graduate highschool.
But now it seemes math is upon me again. my friend is pressuring me to get into an institute of communication in Moscow (its not far from where i live) since there are lots of open places there (the birthrate in russia in the early 90s rapidly declined so there are not a lot of people in colleges/institutes/univercities now- smaller classes i guess) and if i pass the enterance exams i will get a free tuition. But since i suck at math and never even studied physics, i doubt i would pass the exams, but my friend who is even willing to help me study, thinks i can lol). I might get in with a paid tuition tho.
Also the whole subject of math reminds me how i completley flunked SATs. for one- i didnt study, i thought, i am capable of getting at least a decent grade on them, they shouldnt be that hard. The day before SATs i had a good sleep, on the day of SATs i had a good helthy breakfast, got mentally prepaired for it, had a positive attitude, and then when i started taking them, i realised the test was timed,... i am not good at timed anything, from timed tests, to timed missions in GTA games (yes i suck at other racing games with a clock but i still enjoy them lol) basically i spent too much time on every question, and pretty much fell asleep for most of the test. (yes i fall asleep if i am bored despite of getting good sleep or not lol)
The only time i enjoy math, is when i am programming something, or doing something fun which involves math, like figuring out geometry when i am drawing in MS paint or something.
Sorry if this story might turn out to be unmotivational or depressing, but try to see it like this- "Wow PAGAN really failed at life by slacking off and not studying, i dont wanna be like him so i will study hard for the C4"
so good luck man
dont hate people who rip you off,cheat and get away with it, learn from them
