Well this put you into a different light. I'm glad you came back (missed me?), but before you become one of us, you will to go trough the trial. The trial of inevitable DOOM!
There is a downside, you will die, but we usually don't tell people that. The trial is voluntary, that we keep secret too, but sometimes people deserve a chance, so we tell 'em you don't _need_ to go trough the trial. In your case, you proved yourself worthy.
Your spirit seems to be more in-tune now with the task of progamming. It will be smooth sailing from now on. Well, smoothER. Good luck.
Just remember that patience is virtue, if you work long enough on something, with willpower and skill, you can create anything (within reason).
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