Well..I just wanted to share this with someone, it just hurts too much to keep it all inside.
I broke through the blackness of the city to find myself at a doorstep once more as if it had beckoned me to come. Examining the house, it appeared to be rather empty which was bad news for the reason I had returned to this community was to see my dear old friends and help out a close brother of mine. The air was refreshingly cool, a slight breeze began to pick up and I prostrated myself on the concrete, it gave off heat as if to say I too am alive and want to be seen, known, loved. The night sky was clouded, I began to drift into the distant memories of my mind, friends, family, disagreements, happy moments. I have been lost in hope and love that we may hold each other until the sun rises, basking in the asewome power that our love has brought us. It is a sad message to hear, that two young people care so deeply for each other, genuine love, sacrificing everything for their happiness, all of it to be torn away by the work of another heart. I’m not sure why I’m typing all of this or why I am even going to share it, but it just feels good to say it in some way, I suppose if I can’t see her, I can revel in the time that we will have together….if we ever see one another again.
Alright, look I know some of you are probably wondering what’s going on here and I’m going to be straight with you. I feel that you should never force a writing, you have to let it breathe from your soul, from your heart or its nothing more than a fabrication to cloud your mind of how you truly feel of these matters. The paragraph I have written above reflects how I am feeling right now, though I have not fully captured the mood nor can I ever, my writing skills cannot peak that level of description yet. So..in this document, I wanted to share how I am feeling in the dead of the night, when we, myself included, split off from the normal procedure and have the opportunity to think about everything that had raced through your mind from the duration of the day. It is a tale of helping a brother, a very dear friend to me who is in a love that can never be, the lady as well knows this, in fact she is getting married but she still cares for him. It’s a bit more complicated but whatever, I will do my best to capture the mood, if you all like the submissions, I will continue them. If not, they will cease, I share them because I trust you all and I want to share them with my friends.
