Well I still love her, and its actually good, its working on and I can still talk to her, but now its like "I wont tell my bf" lol but i dunno.. I really do love her because she is my bestfriend and my lover at the same time, and next time if we can be together I hope distance will no longer be a problem!
to all who posted negative comments like "shes a whore" or something, she really is a nice person, but everyone handles everything differently and I love her regardless and I understand where she was coming at and how it felt, and I didnt understand that at first but I do now, and even if we dont work out I still want to be her friend
EDIT: the not eating thing was from what ive heard "love sickness" its something I dont like and it still is bothering me to a degree..I cant eat stuff that is too heavy but yeah...I never thought I would grow so attached to someone like that...I definetly am happy to have been with her!
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