Do remember it's bad taste to cruxify someone for their opinion.
Honestly, it's rather difficult to be objective here. So I'll give both my 'objective opinion' and my 'true opinion'.
True Opinion:
It's a cornerstone of my thought to "not step up to the plate unless you at least plan to hit the d*mn ball". Think about it and tell me.. Why didnt you stay in the dugout?
Objective Opinion:
If it was your true intention to create this unispiried ugly sphere...you did a good job. It couldn't get any worse. Which means it has loads of potential to be all the more better.
Cheers and always try to get better. If I gave you a pat on the back, I'd be doing you a grand disserivce. BTW how old are you?(nothing nefarious by that..just curious.)
"Laugh to scorn the power of man..."