Hey this is your new black sheep, Reptilicus
Today is Christmas, and I will be spending it alone, as I am divorced and currently single (many of you are probably thinking 'no wonder' because of my strong opinions)
I only have like 2 other family members left, and watching our house go from 8 down to 3 in the last 4 years has been hard.
A lot of the strong rebuttals I have given to some of you recently are results of the isolation I feel-I work, come home, and the rest is just a wilderness of broken glass and gardens of stone. I have noone, my wife and I are no more and I have not dated since.
So, while many of you are with whoever you decide to give it up to tonight, just remember that one among you will be utterly alone in this world.
Live it up,you only get one chance-enjoy your lover, and the warmth of him\her, and remember that many of us are without the love we seek in the form we want\need it to be.
I'm almost 40, and my life is over.
The loss of my grandmother, my wife leaving me, the passing of\and alienation of certain family members, has taken it's toll on me.
I'm going to have to say goodbye to you all,
but I just want to part one ting to you before I leave, OK?
All I ever
really wanted from life, more than anything else, was for people to have more respect for America, and her people.
There really ARE a lot of good,
genuine people in America-we work as hard as anyone else. But all we are bound by is our past, while other countries like Holland and Britian forget the role THEY had in destroying the American Indian as well as slavery.
The Dutch massacred ALL of the Manhattan Indians of America, British ships carried slaves to the colonies, but that's OK because it was money and business, right?
America is all to blame for everything while others are totally exonerated in their exploits.
I'm so sad right now, that maybe I should just end my life before some young Muslim or an angry black man decides to do it for me,
because all he has ever heard is how bad we are
In any case, that's all I wanted. Nothing more, nothing less. You can say what you want about us, blame us for whatever, but just remember that,last year when the war with the Taliban began, that America FED more people than they killed.
Like in Somalia-we sent food and medicine, and 19 of our finest young men were murdered as a result. You're welcome................................................
Anyway, this American won't be bothering you anymore, but just remember what I said-as of Sep 11, the REAL enemy s out there, and we have to unite to defeat them if we are to win.
What happened on Sep 11 2001 could have easily happened to any of YOUR countries, and again I use the 1995 nerve gas attack in Japan as proof.
Well goodbye, I'll see you around, if there's anything left of me. All I wanted was someone to agree with me for once, and for America to have more friends that it does, but I guess not.
I just want to say something to the countries that we have helped, who we have liberated, and who we have sent food and medicine to: YOU'RE WELOCOME........despite what you may htink of us, YOU'RE WELCOME. Just remember that about us,OK?
Your friend, Reptilicus