hehe yeah thought it might be a bit much, but yeah anyone who is over 18 and wants to read it shoot me an email and i will send you the url. hope that is better jess, happy bday as it seems fromt eh top forum post. Anyway there has been an update, not as much vulgarity (well actually, not after the first 2 lines anyway), but a decent update on what i have been doing the past three days since my last post. and negative on teh soul mate, i wouldn't date her if i was forced to, although i have had some bouts of jealousy, how confusing. but I came up with an idea what i want to do for the rest of my career, dunno if i mentioned it before, if not its in my latest post.
huru all and thanks for the comments.