Quote: "Why should you be more offended than others? Have they not endured the same hardships? Besides, what you just posted was quite well written, so I'm assuming that in other cases you've simply rushed headlong into a post and not checked it."
I have just installed Mozilla firefox to help with with spelling.
And also i will tell you why i will be more offended.
Since i started school i have hated school. I use to get bullied all the time. I was dyslexic and taken out of classes to be tough by a stupid substitute teacher who didn't know a bloody thing.
I used to have rock thrown at me and people shouting "Dumb ****". I had no friends because every one thought i was mentally deranged. I make this sound as if it was no big deal but for eight years non stop it gets bloody annoying. This wasn't even half of it.
Whenever we worked in groups i did everything tidyed up everything wrote everything. I mean everything.
I hated myself as a child and some times wised i hadent been born. I got bullied regularly. And i also had long hair. Another thing for them to comment on.
And what really f***s me of is that the government constantly try to solve this. Its not the schools fault its the parents fault. They should teach there children respect for others. Its like laughing at some on who has been in a car accident saying they should have there eyes on the road when it wasn't there fault.
I on numerous occasions thought of running away from home or killing myself and would cry to my self. It damaged my child hood i can honestly say.
Even remembering this makes me want to cry. It was hell. It was allot worse then i am putting it. I can not possible write down how hard it was for me because i don't think i would be mentally able to. Typing this here you can probably image what im doing. Writing and crying trying to remember my child hood.
I hate most people know. I know this sounds selfish but i couldent care less what happens to them. As far as im concerned i don't even want to know what happens to them.
And this is were most of you will say "Why didn't you tell a teacher". I can answer this one easy. I did. Then they just hate me even more and it gets worse.
There were occasions where i would actually try and cut myself with a kitchen knife. Luckily i didn't. But the people at that school could have made me kill myself.
I felt like crap. They would even come to my house play nock a door run. Click to my window and shout abuse. I really felt like not living.
You couldent even start to image how much pain i was in. I was scared to go to school. I rember carrying a knife to school on more than on occasion when i was actually prepared to kill them if they same close to me.
When i started to do this they then offered me a free social worker so i could talk over my problems.
Great so know i was a Dumb mentalist. Great.
I think i have said enough.
