Ok, aidwe, i think you should talk to me, not only can i somehow understand you, but i was in your predicament once.
Here's how you should learn to code (based on your personality):
1) Go step by step, you'll never get it done in a day.
2) Learn as you program, start that FF game, and learn the commands as you need them. For instance, say you need to rotate an object on-screen, well, you look in the tutorial, and learn that command, now you have one more command that you know.
3) Slow down, take your Ritalin, and take chances. If the idea dosen't work, try a different one. Why complain of you can simply change it back by using the undo or delete commands?
4) Dont be an @$$, sorry i had to put it so straightforward, but people like you just dont take criticism very well.
5)Learn from your mistakes, dont sit in spite of them.
Thats all the advice I can give you.